Johnny da Homicidal Maniac PrefaceI sit out in the rain, the cold washing away my pain.
There is no place for me in this world…
So I die alone, without you by my side.
Those words echo in my mind. A silly set of words from the last song I had listened to before tonight. I was laying in the rain, blood running into a puddle around me. Johnny stands looking down at me with his beautiful blue eyes.
“You left me no choice, Blue. I loved you, but you did it. You let them come after me.”
I closed my eyes to not look at his face anymore. I loved him. I would never do that to him. My brother did it all. He hated that I choose a man who was considered homicidal, but Johnny was not like that. He was something more.
I rose my hand up to his bloody face. “Mac did this. He doesn’t want me to love you.” I choked on the last of the words. “I love you, Johnny. Never forget that.”
I closed my eyes one last time.